Originally posted May 12, 2024
Chapter 3: My Accountability "Partner"
Once I decided to write my novel, NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) became my best friend. They were my accountability partner. I set my goal for the total word count I wanted and the time frame. This was my main driving force. In addition to using the tracking resources within NaNoWriMo, there were three main questions I asked myself to make sure I would not falter on my writing journey.
- Why do you want to write this story?
- How will this work help you or others?
- What do I want to achieve from my work?
These were the three most difficult questions for me to answer and the most impactful. It was not all sunshine and rainbows as I wrote throughout the year. I transitioned from a hospitality position in HR back to the classroom as an Academic Interventionist. This was mind-altering as I suffered from severe anxiety and PTSD from previous school locations. But this would not alter my course, which led me to the answer to my first question.
Why Did I Need to Write This Story?
I needed the story for my own mental health and self-care. It was my escape from reality and a distraction from all that was buzzing in my head. On my worst days, Solasta saved me. I could escape into the Scottish Highlands and create fairy portals with a maniacal dark fae and a grand escape.
How Would My Book Help Others or Myself?
The creation of this blog is how I have decided to answer this question. I want other individuals to know they can do this. The first round may be difficult but if you have a Sherpa guide, the journey will be fulfilling. As I continue to work through the final stages of self-publishing my novel, I will share my journey, the pitfalls I encountered, and the amazing resources that I found.
What Did I Want to Achieve?
This was my biggest motivator. Superficially, I want to be on the New York Times bestseller list. But deep down, this is my legacy. I want my children and grandchildren to know how much of a rockstar I am. To never be limited or torn down by others. To pursue their dreams no matter the odds.
In addition, I need this to work. It is my side hustle. As an educator, the salary is not the best, but I have a passion for teaching. I want this to be my retirement plan. My legacy will provide for my family long after I am gone and hopefully inspire them to reach for the Milky Way.
Nita Lipan, Fenix Rising Press